rant

If anybody has borrowed any stuff or money from me, could i get it back. I feel like such a pest for nagging people. 

HOTPOT

Okay, anyone who wants to come for hotpot could we designate a date please?

I'm thinking assessment and reporting day, which is the 5th of June. Or 12 June which is the eng practice exam day.

And could we please stick with June. 

Does anyone know if we still have to go to school during VCAA mid-years?

boF

wasting time...on blogger and rubicks cube.

musings

I haven't posted for more than a month. Frankly, i really couldn't be bothered. My life is one dimensional, nothing interesting, so why post. Besides, i now have a facebook, if i really get bored i'll just peep into other people's wonderful lives. 

But I'll keep this blog, just because it's a better outlet for silly things. 

School bores me to hell. 

Seriously behind in all my subjects. Warren thinks i'm too ahead of myself, not taking IS seriously enough and too slack with my work.      True.     Maybe it's because i don't give a rat's arse about what's going on with IS. I don't care about what Al Azzera is up to, I don't care about B'aath, I don't care about Al Qaeda or the Taliban. I wish i wouldn't care, because that means i'm still mentally stable. I don't want terrorism in my head. God gave me a good life, so let me enjoy it, i don't have the emotional capacity to shed tears on suicide bombings, or to lose sleep over some iraqi children accidently stepping on a land mine, or be disconcerted about "DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE" played on repeat in US tanks while it fired relentlessly at afghan locals, or at shell shocked school children, americans leaping out of the twin towers as it collapsed, the grave look on bush during storytelling time, endless documentaries taking a piss at american politics, blood and gore, Bill Henson, polynomials, Lenin, the greens, the whites, the reds, blacks, asian, semitic, republic, thermidor,napoleon, Osama, MNCs, the lot. At the end of the day i couldn't even be bothered despairing over the world, because it's too fucked up and i couldn't care less anymore. 

IS, english, methods, revs, uni. I can't bring myself to do anything about them or to think about it. Im just over school, simple.  Quote devon: "drugding along in a menial fashion", yes that's life right now. 

meh

Its 4.30 in the morning. No hangover, no nausea, no anything. Surprisingly, i feel like studying (kinda need to because i haven't done much for my sacs). I've never felt so invigorated in my life. Do i always feel so productive in the morning? Maybe i'm a nocturnal animal, because no matter how long i sleep, i'd still be tired during the day. 

This is my most forgetful and disorganised week ever. I forgot my revs ticket at school, i forgot to bring home a whole bunch of bloody books i need for sacs, i forgot i had a uni oral so i had to do an embarrasing improvisation, ALMOST forgot Marnie's birthday...the list goes on. 

I know these are random, but i feel like blogging anyway. URGH i can't bloody sleep!

dirty dirt

So much for going out on saturday. I walked out of my house with a clean pair of sneakers, and it came back totally sabotaged by thick mud and dirt and shit.

What am i doing/will be doing:

1. Playing Revelry and Halo on repeat.
2. Doing IS essay
3. But keep getting distracted by random conversations with randoms.
4. Trying to hurl a cushion at my sister
5. Trying to dodge the book she's throwing at me
6. Watching the Departed on my laptop
7. Excited that Jamie Bell is going to be in Defiance. I am definitely seeing that.
8. I have an older 'Brother' who is doing second year law/commerce at ANU. I'm not going to explain this.
9. CITIZENS-Simon Schama. Come on vania, read at least 3 pgs.

hw progress

1. methods hw. Done

2. History essay. Done

3. English essay no.1 Done

4. English essay no.2 Done

5. International essay. Will be done. 

6. Make notes on 1905 revolution. Will be done.

7. Collecting quotes+evidence for IS. Done.

8. Scrapbook. Will be done.

9. Read AOS 3+4 for IS. Done.

10. Read French Revolution for uni. Did, but need to do it again.

11. AMFAS essay for monday night. Done.

12. Methods extdd response question 12b. Too hard. 

13. Read Bombshells again. Done. 

14. Revs visual analysis. Will be done.

15. Breathe. Done.

16. Prepare myself for more Warren-hw bombardments. Done.

Can't play tennis tommorow. Check.

Arrange movie day. Check.

Must get all this done by 10.  Check.

Now i truly feel like a year 12.

six on a friday arvo

Fridah Kahlo was once Trotsky's girlfriend. They would've really suited each other. 

*ahem*

the burn victim.

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Things i would like to do before i turn 20

1. Go backpacking in europe. Hitchhike via freight train, a nice old lady's car, group of hippies, sheep and the shepherd, truck and a bulldozer. 

2.  More travels. Embark on a spiritual prilgrimage shuttling between human civilisation and the wild. I'm not going to India, the City of Joy really isn't that inspirational. Nor am i going to the Great White North--Alaska---solely to be enlightened by some eighty year old chief. 

3. Find someone who thinks like me. Someone who really knows me. 

4. Shed my idealistic frame of mind. 

5. Keep my family safe. And look after myself properly.

6. Become financially independant. When you have $$$, you have the whole world in front of you. 

7. Help those who have helped me during my years of uncertainty and confusion, and who have guided me all along. 

8. Be a good person. 

fucking hate international

Its 11.30 and i still haven't completed the first goddman question of my hw. Its so fact-centered i couldn't bullshit, and i can't find any information. And i don't know what they mean by IMF cannot close the books due to failure to underwrite 90% of their stock market value, and that QOIUASD subsidised SNA 2.2% based on Article IV of the IMF Articles of Agreements 2002...and do i honestly care?

I would hate to be at Haileybury College.

English tutoring

I found this really good english tutor. He teaches at ivanhoe grammar and lives in lwr templstowe. It would be great if somebody could join me for tutoring. I think its really beneficial, because i could study with someone and share the cost at the same time. 

I'm starting soon, so give me a buzz or message me if you're interested. 

MSAC photos

This is all i have. I apologize for not taking that many <:)