musings

I haven't posted for more than a month. Frankly, i really couldn't be bothered. My life is one dimensional, nothing interesting, so why post. Besides, i now have a facebook, if i really get bored i'll just peep into other people's wonderful lives. 

But I'll keep this blog, just because it's a better outlet for silly things. 

School bores me to hell. 

Seriously behind in all my subjects. Warren thinks i'm too ahead of myself, not taking IS seriously enough and too slack with my work.      True.     Maybe it's because i don't give a rat's arse about what's going on with IS. I don't care about what Al Azzera is up to, I don't care about B'aath, I don't care about Al Qaeda or the Taliban. I wish i wouldn't care, because that means i'm still mentally stable. I don't want terrorism in my head. God gave me a good life, so let me enjoy it, i don't have the emotional capacity to shed tears on suicide bombings, or to lose sleep over some iraqi children accidently stepping on a land mine, or be disconcerted about "DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE" played on repeat in US tanks while it fired relentlessly at afghan locals, or at shell shocked school children, americans leaping out of the twin towers as it collapsed, the grave look on bush during storytelling time, endless documentaries taking a piss at american politics, blood and gore, Bill Henson, polynomials, Lenin, the greens, the whites, the reds, blacks, asian, semitic, republic, thermidor,napoleon, Osama, MNCs, the lot. At the end of the day i couldn't even be bothered despairing over the world, because it's too fucked up and i couldn't care less anymore. 

IS, english, methods, revs, uni. I can't bring myself to do anything about them or to think about it. Im just over school, simple.  Quote devon: "drugding along in a menial fashion", yes that's life right now.